Wednesday, June 09, 2010

More about the book, and sleep

Ian still thinks that I should read the book... and I feel quite strongly about NOT reading the book. In fact, I feel quite angry about having been sent this book at all. I guess I'm feeling strongly about this book because next week my employment with RIM is being terminated by them, I'm taking up all my resentments and anger that I have towards them and focusing it on this book. I feel like they're kicking me to the curb and I resent them sending me a book on how great the company is. A great company, in my mind, might have handled this situation better... or this situation wouldn't have come up at all.

I probably wouldn't have felt quite as strongly if I there wasn't this juxtaposition of me being terminated and a book about how great the Blackberry is... if I'd received something else or the book was about something else, I might feel less strongly about it. Maybe.

I might also feel better about this book if I wasn't so tired. I'm still exhausted... I don't mean to sound like a broken record, but I am so very tired. We thought about going out to get some yummy food but the thought of putting real clothes on is overwhelming to me. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.

At least my incision is healing well. There's still some puffiness and swelling behind it and it's still a bit tender and itchy, but it's healing well. Maybe more sleep will help it heal better... another good reason to sleep in as late as possible tomorrow.


Robin said...

Kick the book to the curb and eBay it for $0.01 :)

PussDaddy said...

Set the book on fire.