It's been quite a while since I was here. Several people have asked me what I planned to do with my blog and I haven't really had an answer for them.
I started this blog as a way of keeping my family and friends informed about my cancer status and treatments and then as my cancer stayed stable it became a place to keep my family and friends in touch with my life. It also became a place for me to think through and talk about things going on in my life.
After my mom died I found myself having a hard time posting here every day, partly because I was depressed and partly because in my head much of my blog was a way for her and I to be closer. Then of course I had the breakdown and didn't know what to write, and later it was enough for me to post small updates as my Facebook status.
These days, I'm finding myself missing the ritual of writing my posts and it's no longer enough for me to put something on Facebook, so I'm thinking that I want to start posting here again. I don't know that this means that I'll post every day but I do hope to post a little more often I'd posted over the last couple of years.